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the news are getting depressing these days. was browsing through cnn.com, where the headline said, 'suicide bomber attack again in egypt'.

thankfully, no one got killed this time. there were 2 bombers and they were at different locations. but i guess they ran out of luck. they ended their lives without really proving any points. the egyptian government might be jeering at them now. haha! stupid guys! what a waste of life! i mean...in the name of god, i don't think any god asks you to kill yourself to support whatever religion denomination you're in. yes, there are stories about people who lost everything and yet still remain faithful to Him. but, no...those characters didn't die. they end up experiencing miracles and getting good outcomes. i think these suicide bombers are on the verge of frustration and nonchalance of how worthy their lives are. they thought by being dead, they'd become martyrs and people would remember them as people who stand on their own feet to refuse what other opinions are. but those times are gone. even women become suicide bombers. do they think about their families? do they think about how their families would bear the outcome of being blamed for everything for what they have done?

i don't know why people dare to die. give me a chance to live in paradise first (coz i am sure the boss bribes ya to do so) and become 1 fellow of those bombers, i don't think i would even think about it. i mean i was already in anxiety when i got my german measles at 10. i already thought of death and i kept on praying feverishly that god would let me off that one time. luckily, i was fine a few days later and i began to realize how precious life is and how we could lose it just like that.

and what's up with brad pitt? a confused mind...a guy whose hair color changes according to his partner's hair color. now that he's with jolie, he's turned into a darkie. when he was with jen aniston, his hair was caramel brown and remember his ex ex ex, gwyneth paltrow? yes, you guessed it right! his hair was blond when he was with her.

now, imagine how you'd feel if you were aniston. 5 years of marriage, with no child. (well, maybe aniston was stubborn enough to tell pitt that career came first in her priority) and bam! as soon as mr and mrs smith was out, jolie's pregnant! (might be women's infertility considering tom immediately caused the pregnancy of holmes, while he had to adapt 2 kids when he was with nicole kidman and no child between them) and i guess celebrity couples don't communicate much except while they're supposed to be in limelight. pitt just drifted away with aniston and aniston (i guess) sorta took revenge and went out with vaughn. sigh!

and jolie! she did become an ambassador of un, but just like an old saying: 'a good country is based on good citizens.' no matter how hard she tries to give aids to africa or visit the poorer rural areas, in people's eyes, she's still a husband snatcher. not that i am pro-aniston, but shouldn't people look at a person for who he or she is? i guess in real world, it's not the case.

and i applaused blair's deputy who admitted his 2 year affair, which he had ended 2 years ago. yes, people are disappointed. yes, his wife was in shock. but to have the courage to tell the public of his past wrongdoing way before paparazzi decides to dig in further. (or maybe the feeling of guilt? i shall be more positive in my writing) that's something that i sometimes can't do. why don't we just spare him his space? he's contributed so much to great britain and there's no point a small scandal (which is already over) could scar his great being.

and lastly...the bird flu has finally reached britain! and i just ate kfc's hot wings. :P i'll definitely get a call from mom these days warning me not to eat too much chicken. yeah, mind my being curt in my post this time. the news just tell me that adults don't get wiser as they get older. sigh.